2011-11-10 Saturday

I find myself with very little Christmas Spirit this year.  It’s not like I”m all “Bah Humbug!” about it.  There was no cookie baking.  I have little interest in Christmas decorations beyond the requisite tree.  But, I understand why.  I am emotionally distancing myself from this house as home.  I’m still enjoying the process of shopping for gifts.  I’m looking forward to my Birthday dinner and our New Years Eve party.  But, this is no longer my home.  Right now, I don’t really have a home.  It’s awkward.  I find peace of mind in having two or three potential homes in mind.  So, I am putting some time and effort in to that.